I'd rather say...

I'd rather say I'm okay than I'm not.

It's complicated to tell why I'm not okay.

Because.

There's no one that will understand what i felt all this time.

They only know how to judge me without being in my shoes.

Sigh.

The truth is I'm not okay at all.. but. I'd rather say I'm okay :')

It's okay.. yeah okay.

But I'm still wondering.  The people that hurts me... a lot... they just don't realize they hurt me without being guilty towards me.  Why? Even they said they feel guilt.  They just said. It's just come from their lips. Not from the bottom of their heart. If it does comes from heart.. they will not hurts me. If it does. They will feel guilty. But. They not.